Life seems to be flying and yet I'm itchy for progress and change. How is that possible?
I have a 6 page needs-to-be-done-NOW list. I had a one-on-one meeting with my supervisor today that spanned a soild 3 hours. I have daily panic attacks about how much I should of got done yesterday. I'm putting a soild 12-18 a day in a the lab 5-6 days a week. Yet I feel stagnet. I keep putting off things on ever growing To Do list. Even the fun things like calling Michelle (a dear friend from highschool that I never call enough). I'm itching for some adventure. My mind keeps drifting to home renovations (if I didn't rent), fun vaction destinations, spontanous road trips and hobbies I'd like to take up.
The past few months have been insane. Even the weekends have been full work days in the lab or jammed packed with some social obligation or another. Weekends are ussually my down-time. I haven't properly cleaned my apartment since April and yet I'm debating if I should try to sign up for a SCUBA class that's being offered this weekend.
Am I just trying to mentally distract myself?
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